Tools of Curiosity

Sometimes.

There is something deeply moving and irritating about that word. Like a somehow that became a someday, a sometimes is just about as full of certainty as a soufflé. Beyond that, a sometimes is just another way to avoid a direct yes or no question. A sometimes is just another way of saying maybe and a reason to ignore an explanation.

But sometimes, there are things that need a little more words than necessary (and this seems to regard you more readily than I remember).

Sometimes, I may not be very vocal about it. I may tend to avoid the matter altogether. Maybe it can go to an extent of density that even I will find annoying and fake. Sometimes, you may need to hear it but I’ll deny it for want of better things to say. I may ignore it or may appear to act as if I heard something else but bear with me, I’ll get around it.

I don’t know if you get this and I won’t ask. Just know that it matters that you care enough to think about it. Because sometimes, I fail at words so amazingly that it hurts my head to think about it. It’s because I fail at words that I find talking about it scarier than the woman at Bongcheon-Dong.

Bear with me if I can’t say it in serious tones.

Forgive me if all it can be is something short of a blunder.

Believe me; I’m trying because it’s you.

Sometimes, I love you in more words than necessary.

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About kyogakura
Bored 95% of the time.

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