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Always Written for Someone Else
I’ll never be the lines that pass your thought Those lambent throes of emotions Streaking across the colorless void Proclaiming lasting lines of admiration Almost worshipping the muse They were intended for. I’ll never be the rhyme you’d sing Nor the verse you’ll ever mutter To somebody else who knows the lyric; Nor will I…
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Neversaid. Neverheard.
I’ll always kiss you like kissing you is all I am allowed to do. -Tyler Knott Gregson I could say everything I ever wanted you to hear in a single line. I could summarize every hidden intention I had from the very first time I met you in a single word. But after thinking through…
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Candle Blues, Reds and Sparks
As the wick grows and the wax wanes, the flame extends steadily, anticipation breathes in such a way, as it grows, patience wanes, anxiety extends steadily… almost reaching unend; its embers lazily crackle each consumed — devoured — by palpitations running through blurred lines of time and it grows from the tears of those who…
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To Futility and Beyond
My heart grew wings so long before Followed by my thoughts growing limbs And digits galore; But never can either fathom How to fly, to soar across dreamless skies, Or how to write, to ink the undefined. Now you must know that so long before I am not one who can simply verse Nor can…
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Badtrip Ako Sa Late. Pag Nag-prof Ako Ang Late Derecho Sinko.
naiinis ako. pagod ako. bumabagsak ako sa mga exams ko. gumigising ako ng maaga para sa mga subject na hindi naman inaantendan ng prof at umuuwi ako ng gabi dahil sa laboratory. tapos pagdating sa bahay puro labrep ang gagawin. tapos kung kelan ba naman maaga ang uwi eh di pa rin makauwi ng maaga.…
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Reversal
Your voice soars with wings of tinsel, Never quite knowing where to go, Finally, by my way it comes to soar; The longing becomes indelible, Coloring my silence like a garish stain The stillness now abuzz Making it so there’s nothing I can do.
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Di Ko Masingit ang Salitang Namumutawi
Kaya ko bang hingin ang aliw Na namumugad sa iyong mga mata; Kahit sandali man lang ay mahiram Upang maitawid ang gutom ng tukso Na hayok sa kaalaman na nananatiling tago Sa kurtina ng iyong pilikmata. Pahiram ng aliw, Kahit saglit man lang maramdaman Upang magkaroon ng kasagutan kung bakit nilalantakan ng damot ang ngiting…
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Origami
I’m folding paper, meticulously winding around each angled stretch of fine print and fiber. and it might as well be love when each crease is cherished with caresses meant for someone else. and it turns out the paper i folded resembled your smile in blooms of tulip and lily, dry but eternally unwilting, like you.
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Agawan Tao
Nagda-drama si neneng. ikaw ang kausap. ikaw na hindi alam na ikaw ang kausap. ikaw na hindi mawari kung pinanganak bang may tenga at balat. tangena. kung sakali ba’y magpapatangay ka rin lang sa langit? mas gugustuhin mo bang magliliyad sa alapaap at tumiwarik sa himpapawid kung bibigyan ka ng pagtataon? sasalubungin mo ba ang…
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Puso?
Wala ako nun. hindi ako pinagkalooban ng puso. pagmamahal? hindi ako marunong nun. wala rin naman maniniwala kung sakali mang sabihin kong marunong ako nun kasi naka-ukit na ata sa mukha ko ang “batang sinungaling.” ewan ko ba kung bakit pero kahit gusto kong magseryoso, wala talagang naniniwala sa kin. pwera sa kin. oo loser…
